I know I have not written in a while and I plan on fixing that ... Hopefully, I can get myself on here at least once a week to write something. I may not have a lot of readers, if any, but I need to write for myself and for the glory of God!
Today was a good day and very insightful! I woke up with a heavy heart about my relationship with Christ and how I have strayed from Him more than I care to admit. Then during the sermon today it touched my heart in a way that I have not had happen in a long time... It knocked me off my feet and back to earth where I belong. My life is not about the people or things in my life it is about GOD! I need to better myself for him! I have realized that I have failed in the way of my God! I have failed as a Christian mother because I have not taught my children as much as I should have about God. I have failed as a wife and feel like I have drug my husband into this pit of despair with me! One thing we learned in pre-marital counseling was that our marriage would never be what it should if we did not devote our whole being and our whole marriage to the glory of God and God alone! This I have failed miserably in. I have let myself stray and have glorified no one but myself! Lord forgive me for this, for I know I have sinned against you! Now that I have been awakened it is time to fix this problem of mine! Tomorrow starts anew! I have renewed my vows to Christ and my life will glorify him and if it does not I will fall on my face in repentance and ask Him to better me for His glory and His glory alone!
My friends, both Christian and not, please keep me in your thoughts and hold me accountable! If I am not acting, living, and breathing in a glorifying way, please steer me back to the path of Jesus!
With Love,
Nikki
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